Always looking for something that would last and never leave me.  I sought security, hope, and satisfaction in relationships and my achievements.  I knew of Jesus, but I wasn't willing to trust him with my life.  All the things that I put my trust in fell apart by my senior year of high school.  I turned to the bible for answers.  I saw that my sin had separated me from God, and that's why I didn't have a relationship with him. God revealed to me that even though I didn't deserve a relationship with him, he made it possible through Jesus' life and death and resurrection.  I realized my only response was to surrender everything and trust in Jesus as my Lord and Savior.  God has been transforming my life ever since.  God is continuing to teach me that it's about loving Him and loving others.